“Badhai ho, ladka hua hai.” Nurse
said to my father. He was happy because I was the only son who born after five
daughters. He took me in his arms and said, “Bilkul maa par gaya hai. (He resembles his mother)”. So my
story started from there only………
I bought up in a family where
there were six ladies, so may be this was the reason my friends always laugh on
me when they see me doing normal things. They laugh, when I talk. They laugh,
when I walk. I was like a butt of ridicule for them. My body structure and my
behavior was a bit famine, according to them. May be that’s why I got the title
“The Mama’s Boy.” That time I accepted the title because yes, she was the most
important lady of my life. I loved her and can do anything she asks.
My friends called me to play
cricket in afternoon but my mother rejected, in turn I rejected. They called me
“Mama’s Boy” and laughed. My friends told me to bunk classes but I refused to
betray my family (My Mother). They called me “Mama’s Boy”. They offered me cigarette
but principles of mother came in the way. They called me “Mama’s Boy.” My girlfriend
left me saying me “Mama’s Boy.”
Firstly I enjoyed the title, then
I managed with it, then that title started annoying me. I am a big man now, not
a boy who will always step behind because of his mother’s principle. Screw the
principles……….
Then came the time to say good
bye to family for studying in abroad. My mother cried and I smiled a lot on
that day. At last I got the chance to change my life now.
I drunk, I took cigarettes and
also started to take drugs. Wow, what a life. My Mom called me many times in a
day but I seldom replied her. Slowly number of calls from her side decreased. I
was lost in the freedom, freedom from that bloody title.
One day we were having fun with
our juniors. While that fun we came to know that one of them doesn’t have
mother. He cried like a small kid. At that moment my heart’s sleep broke.
I realized the emptiness of
mother from someone’s life, from my life. There’s nothing bad in
being Mama’s Boy. This only shows your affection to that great lady who felt
pain, and then only you came to this world. Tears rolled down my eyes.
I called my mother, she didn’t
receive. I called again, no reply. I called many times, still the same result.
I called my sister then, firstly she didn’t say anything. I forced her, and
then she told me the truth. My mother was in hospital. She had cancer and was
in last stage. That is why she wasn’t calling. She told everyone to not to tell
me about this. She wanted me to study, to become a great man in future. She
didn’t want to hurt me, and I hurt her.
I took the next flight to home,
reached hospital but was late. She was gone, leaving me alone, leaving this
“Mama’s Boy”. I could only cry on myself………………..
